fuck your average, i want better then good enough
up close and personal *
my face *
pals*
These last few years have been the absolute hardest years of my life. Yeah; I know, I know. Im only neightteen. But they challenged me. I had my rouch moments where I barely made it through. And just when i was prepring myself for the worst, getting ready for it to all end, I met you. You instantly picked me up. You stayed up and talked to me all night, made me laugh, made me smile, and gave me and indescribable warmth. But baby, when you were the one that put the thoughts of discovering the world surrounding me in my head, the reason I wanted to put the knife down, the reason I began to smile and breathe again; I knew. I knew that you were the one. I knew that my heart belonged to you. That nothing else could ever matter again in the world. You are the reason that I want to live. I love you more than anything in the world.
This is me and my absolute bestest friend, the boy i have been in love with for three years, and the person who has gotten me through the absolute hardest time of my life when I didn’t think I’d make it. I literally wouldn’t be able to make it without you. Right now, he’s in the hospital because he tried to kill himself, because he doesn’t think that he’ll make it. He went to his first AA meeting last night, and he’s finally getting the help that he needed all along. Worried sick, but extremely proud of him doing this all on his own. Love you pretty boy, make it through the day. My my thoughts are with you. <3
this is me and my bestfriiiiiiieeeend :)
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